Where Do I Go?

6/04/2007 Estreitta de Kluetz 1 Comments

[ I wrote this when I was in College dealing with severe depression... This was one of the darkest periods of my life. I read a friends Blog today and it reminded me of this poem/song. So I went through my old writings and found it. You know I am So thankful i am reminded of where I was then and where I am know. The Lord truly helped me through that devastating time. If you are having some difficulties right now hopefully this poem/song can help you verbalize what you are going through. I share this with the hopes that my painful testimony written in this poem/song will lead you back on the right track and path to hope and freedom. The biggest key I learned was to Trust God with everything..my life.. my thoughts..my wants..my fears..and you know what He ABSOLUTELY Took care of it all!]

Where Do I Go?
Written by I. Estreitta Martin de Kluetz
Spring 1996 (Revised June 2007)
Where do I go?
Where do I run?
Oh My God this isn't fun!!!
I try, oh how I try
Focus on...
Focus off...
Focus on...
Focus off...
Focus on...
DEEP
DOWN
DRY inside
Longing for just a sip of your well...
a small still lingering Light comes on inside of me
but i do not understand why
I remember the days when I was so full of zest for life
But something stole that from me!
A prowler crept in and over came
But yet the small still lingering Light is on
I am so fighten of what I've become...
Where do I go?
Where do I run?
Oh My God this isn't fun!!!
The Roses and the Sunshine always made my day
Even when the rain and thorns got in my way
I pressed on
I pushed forward
I stayed positive
Why do I hide behind something I've always ridculed?
I thought I was REAL
I thought I was RIGHT
what I thought I was Ridiculous
it was just a fascade....
Where do I go?
Where do I run?
Oh My God this isn't fun!!!
A
BRIGHT LIGHT
in a
big darkness
Media Production
© 2007

1 comment :

  1. My Space Comments:

    We talked about this didn't we? I have a poem too. I should post it too.

    Posted by Ray-Chill on Tuesday, June 05, 2007 - 9:27 PM

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